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Depressed and Disappointed in myself ..
these past few days ive been thinking ..
i really am a loser ..
the things i should hav done ..
the thing i wanted to do ..
i didnt do anything ..

i didnt do anything ..
im really hopeless ..
i really want to .. but i just couldnt do it ..
1 day .. 1 day i will do it ..
wait for me please ..
give me a sign .. or at least help me ..
Haiz ..

PARAMORE !! WOOO !! lols.. i dunno if its the songs or hayley tat makes me love paramore so much .. i think its probably hayley cos shes got a nice voice and the way she sings is just .. soo good tat i cant stop looking at their music vids =x
The best part is .. shes only 17 !! i can go find her and ask her to be my gf xD
nahs just kidding .. the one i only love is still you ..

yayness .. todays sunday the best day of the week cos i get to be the real me or rather the me tat i prefer lols .. anyways did a short skit in church today.. kinda lame BUT fun LOL .. =x
ohoh and i watched hottie and nottie wit my bros today .. its kind of a nice show esp wit paris hilton in it but in the end i think i prefer June lols .. i'd highly recommend anyone who hasn't watched it to watch !! cos its funny at some parts and it has paris in it so yeah .. xD

okayy..i think ima go maple now to zak and hopefully get my helm lols..
argh .. remember wad i learnt today .. jie zhi ....... =/

2 days of sch le .. so not used to waking up early .. feeling so tired and restless everyday ..
anyways i heard a song from steven lynch and i think tat the lyrics quite nice so i'll just put it here ..

it goes like this ..

If I had a hammer, I'd build a house for two.
And if I had a sailing ship, I'd take a trip with you.
And if I had a poets hand, I'd write a verse for thee.
And if I had the painter's touch, on canvas you'd be.

But I don't have a hammer
And I dont have a ship
So I can't build you a house
And we can't take a trip

And I'll never be a poet
Nor have the painter's grace
So I'll never write you a verse
Nor immortalize your face

quite nice right lols.. k back to daydreaming

Finally moved all of my aunts stuff to my hse .. although i didnt do anything cos of todays meeting lar =x abit messy and cramped now .. sianz tmr go back sch le .. means no more sleeping until 12pm lols .. dunno whether can wake up anot so late liao still blogging =/

P.S
i wanted to do something today .. but didnt .. kinda regret it .. but iunno wad might happen if i did .. argh .. stress ahhh .. someone tell mi wad to do T.T

okay so today i woke up quite late .. around 12pm .. so tired cos slept late the day b4 .. lols
anyway i woke up and had breakfast , daydream for awhile , den started to play maple.. i didnt realise today got 2exp la.. until when start le den bra bra tell me .. but got 2exp oso no use cannot find slot anywhere .. so hav or dun hav oso same .. sian .. anyway at nite my sister's frens came over to play wii and 1 of her frens so funny lohs .. the way she play and talk so cute xD
just b4 they were leaving i had to go downstairs to move some stuff up cos my aunt moving over to my hse .. den saw joel .. so fit .. so jealous T.T i think he goin army soon liao .. sian .. i nid to start training oso =x now getting ready to sleep liao .. argh stupid flu make me so tired ..

anyways.. i missed you again .. hais ..

wooo .. new blog !! so cool .. hahas .. abit new to all this stuff .. so if anyone can gimme some help and tips on these stuff would really appreciate it :D
anways .. shall blog again another day .. abit tired now .. lols byee